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THE SANDS OF TIME ARE SINKING (To the tune : Rutherford )
(From the Methodist Hymn Book 1904 )
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(WE OPEN WITH DOMESTIC SOUNDS, CLOCK TICKING, AND STRIKING THE QUARTER. OVER THESE SOUNDS IS THE GENTLE SNORING OF JOE EARNSHAW. THERE IS A KNOCKING ON THE OUTER DOOR, DISTANT. THE SNORES CONTINUE. THE KNOCKING IS REPEATED, MORE LOUDLY, AND THERE IS A SNORT AS JOE AWAKES) | |||||
| JOE: | ELSIE:h ? Wassat? | ||||
| (THE KNOCKING GOES ON LONGER THIS TIME | |||||
| Al right! All right ! | |||||
| (SOUNDS OF JOE STRUGGLING TO HIS FEET) | |||||
| I'm coming! | |||||
| (WE GO WITH HIM) | |||||
| No call to bray the door down. | |||||
| (KNOCKING AGAIN) | |||||
| I'm coming, do you hear? | |||||
| (DOOR BOLTS WITHDRAWN) | |||||
| Oh, it's you, Elsie love. And George ? Come in ! Come in! (MORE QUIETLY) Only keep your voices down when you go in the kitchen. She's only just the minute dropped of. | |||||
| ELSIE: | How is she, Dad? | ||||
| JOE: | Much the same, much the same. We mustn't grumble. She managed a nice boiled egg this morning. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Did she now ? | ||||
| JOE: | She did. And she finished it. It's a good sign, I reckon. (PAUSE) You'll be able to see her in a little while. When she's had her sleep out. | ||||
| ELSIE: | When she's had her sleep out. Aye. What about yours? | ||||
| JOE: | What about it? | ||||
| ELSIE: | You look done up. | ||||
| JOE: | Me? I'm alright. Not so young as I was, but who is? | ||||
| GEORGE: | You'll be needing a doctor yourself, if you carry on like this. | ||||
| JOE: | Who's talking about doctors? | ||||
| ELSIE: | Time somebody did. You can't go on like this. | ||||
| JOE: | Like what? What are you talking about? | ||||
| ELSIE: | You know well enough what we're talking about. I don't believe you've had a decent night's sleep in the past fortnight. | ||||
| JOE: | I've had enough. | ||||
| ELSIE: | It was the same yesterday when I came, you know it was. Front door bolted. You fast asleep in your chair. | ||||
| GEORGE: | I don't know why you bolt the door, Dad. Elsie's got a key. If you left the door on the latch, we wouldn't have to disturb you. | ||||
| ELSIE: | That wouldn't do, would it, Dad? | ||||
| JOE: | What do you mean by that? | ||||
| ELSIE: | Mother can turn the latch, can't she? She might find the bolt's a bit too much for her. And then you'd hear her wouldn't you? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Is that right, Dad? | ||||
| JOE:: | I don't know what you're on about. What if I do have a bit of a nap when I feel like it? Sign of age, that's all. I don't think I've seen a television programme in weeks. Not all through, I mean. On minute I'm watching, d'you know, and the next I'm off again. {TRIES A LAUGH) Not so much forty winks, though. More like half a dozen. Cat-naps, like. | ||||
| GEORGE: | (LAUGHS) I know what you mean. I'm the same myself. | ||||
| ELSIE: | GEORGE Hardwick, you'd buy wet matches, you would. | ||||
| GEORGE: | What do you mean, love? | ||||
| ELSIE: | Have you forgotten what we've come about? Listen here, Dad, you're knocking yourself up, that's all, looking after Mother. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, love, it's not that bad. | ||||
| GEORGE: | No, Dad, Elsie's right. You'll have to face up to it. Her mother's no better than she was a week since. Nay, she's worse. A lot worse. | ||||
| ELSIE: | I wondered when you were going to do something useful. | ||||
| JOE: | You're both wrong. She was up and about this morning. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Oh aye, she was up and about all right. We know that. | ||||
| GEORGE: | )Elsie, love -! | ||||
| ) | |||||
| JOE: | )What do you mean by that? | ||||
| GEORGE: | It's nothing, Dad. Nothing. | ||||
| JOE: | Come on! Come on! What are you getting at? You know that? | ||||
| ELSIE: | We know, that's all. Mother's more than you can manage now. | ||||
| JOE: | More than I can manage? Me? It'll be a long time before the day dawns as I can't look after my own wife. | ||||
| ELSIE: | It's not just days, Dad. | ||||
| JOE: | It's nights as well. | ||||
| JOE: | I expect if I wait long enough you'll tell me what you're on about. | ||||
| GEORGE: | It's no good, Elsie. He'll have to be told. | ||||
| ELSIE: | )I thought you were going to do that. | ||||
| ) | |||||
| JOE: | )Told? Told what? | ||||
| ELSIE: | She was up and about this morning all right. | ||||
| JOE: | What's that supposed to mean? | ||||
| ELSIE: | She came over to the shop. | ||||
| JOE: | She did what? | ||||
| GEORGE: | She came over to our place. | ||||
| ELSIE: | (DISTRESSED)She was in her bedroom slippers and her nightie. She had that old grey coat of hers over the top. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay - ! | ||||
| GEORGE: | It's right, Dad. It must have happened when you nipped out to the shops. | ||||
| ELSIE: | What do you think it looks like. | ||||
| GEORGE: | I brought her back in the car. I was here when you got back from the shops, remember? | ||||
| JOE: | I had to get her tablets. | ||||
| ELSIE: | And while you were gone, she got out. | ||||
| JOE: | I don't believe it. | ||||
| ELSIE: | You can't bolt the door behind you when you go out, can you? | ||||
| JOE: | I wasn't gone above a quarter of an hour. Twenty minutes at the outside. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Dad, we're as grieved as you are, but she's one body's work day and night. She needs - looking after. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Aye, and so will you if you don’t get your proper rest. | ||||
| JOE: | You’re making summat out o’ nowt, the pair of you. She can’t help it if she doesn’t sleep well. | ||||
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| (CUT. FADE IN THE SOUND OF ANNIE SINGING A VERSE OF ‘THE SANDS OF TIME ARE SINKING’ IN AN AGED AND REEDY VOICE.) (WAKING) What’s up love? Can’t you sleep, then? Just a minute. (GETTING UP) I’ll make us both a cup of tea. (HE YAWNS) (OVER THE SOUND OF HIS YAWN ANNIE BEGINS TO SPEAK) | ||||
| ANNIE: | She’d no call to say that, though. Just because me Mam couldn’t afford to get me a new frock for the Anniversary Sermons. (SHE SINGS A FEW MORE BARS OF THE HYMN, AND STOPS AGAIN) Where’s our Arnold? | ||||
| JOE: | You Arnold, eh? Eigh, Annie love, your brother’s dead and gone these twenty years. (GOING) Now don’t go getting out of bed again, will you? There’s a good lass. And I’ll bring us both a nice cup of tea. (WE GO WITH HIM) | ||||
| ANNIE: | (DISTANT)Ee, it was a lovely wedding, though was that. | ||||
| JOE: | What’s that? Weddings, is it? Aye it was a day to remember, was that. (CHUCKLES) And a night. (REMINISCENT SIGNAL) | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | JOE:? | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Yes, love? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Oh, nothing. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Come on now! No secrets, you said. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Well, it’s - I’m -well - don’t laugh, will you? | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Laugh? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | You won’t, will you? | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | What about? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I - I’m scared. A bit. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Scared? Of me? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Oh no, not you, Joe. No, this - this wedding night business. Folk say - all sorts of things. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | We’re not folks. Not like that. We’re you and me. There’s nowt to be scared of, Annie love. I wouldn’t harm a hair of your bonnie head, you know that. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | (FALTERING)I don’t know much, Joe. Just - talk. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Nor me neither, lass. Nowt that’s any use to me now. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I wish I did know. Now, I mean. Now it’s come. This night. I’ve thought about it all these weeks and sort of - trembled inside. (BEGINS TO WEEP SOFTLY) Oh, Joe, Joe! | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | There, there, my love. Sssh! Sssh! There’s no call to cry. Come here! Come! We’ll just - lie here, like this, and - we’ll take all the time we need. (BEGIN SLOW FADE) We’ve time enough. A whole life time. | ||||
| ELSIE: | It’s not just the sleeping, either. Mum needs care. Nursing. All the time. | ||||
| JOE: | She’s getting it all the time. From me | ||||
| ELSIE: | Dad, will you listen? I can’t come and stop here with all I’ve got on my plate. | ||||
| JOE: | Who’s asking you to? I can manage I tell you. | ||||
| ELSIE: | (DISTRESSED) She’s ill. She’s - very ill. She needs care. Proper care. In hospital. | ||||
| JOE: | So that’s it? Hospital, is it? (PAUSE) She’s not going to no hospital. Any care she needs she’ll get it from me. | ||||
| GEORGE: | But, Dad, you’ve seen her - this last few days. And then wandering off this morning. She’s not sensible. | ||||
| ELSIE: | She could die of it. | ||||
| JOE: | There’s worse than dying. She’ll die in God’s good time - here - in her own bed. The bed she’s slept in all her married life. | ||||
| (REMINISCENT SIGNAL) | |||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | JOE: ? | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Yes, love ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | JOE:, I love this bed. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | (LAUGHS) | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Don’t you laugh! I mean it. Even when we don’t - you know - I still love this. Just lying close to you, with your arms round me, you know. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Aye, I know, Annie love. Best moment of the day, is this. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | We’ll never get rid of it, will we, Joe? Our bed? | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Nay, lass, it’ll not last for ever. (LAUGHS) Y’ask me, it’s done well to last this long. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | JOE: Earnshaw ! | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | (LAUGHS EVEN LOUDER) | ||||
| (FADE OUT ON LAUGH. CUT IN ELSIES’S VOICE) | |||||
| ELSIE: | Anyway, they’re coming. This afternoon. | ||||
| JOE: | They? Who’s they? | ||||
| ELSIE: | Haven’t you been listening? The doctors. | ||||
| JOE: | Doctors ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | Yes. | ||||
| JOE: | How many ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Only two of them, Dad. That’s all. | ||||
| JOE: | (GROWLS) | ||||
| GEORGE: | Now, Dad, be sensible. Do you want to crack up for the want of a bit of advice? | ||||
| JOE: | Advice? From doctors? It was a dcotor as told Elsie’s grandma as I’d be lucky to see my first birthday. (CHUCKLES) He’s been pushing daisies up these fifty years. Doctors! | ||||
| ELSIE: | So you don’t need sleep, and you don’t need help - and now you don’t need doctors! | ||||
| JOE: | What I need is to be left alone, that’s all. | ||||
| ELSIE: | And what about Mam’s needs ? Are you going to sacrifice her to your pigheadedness? | ||||
| JOE: | Now you put a guard on that tongue of yours, my girl. What other folk need is up to them, not you. | ||||
| ELSIE: | And how do you know what she needs ? | ||||
| JOE: | I don’t (BITTERLY) God knows, I don’t. (PAUSE) I’ve lived with her now for more than fifty years. You’d think I know. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Aye ! | ||||
| ELSIE: | GEORGE Hardwick - ! | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, you’re right, love. It’s no use. If you want the truth, I’m fair werrited out of my soul-case. | ||||
| ELSIE: | She’s no better, Dad. | ||||
| JOE: | No, she’s not. She’s not. (HE BEGINS TO FALTER) A week ago she knew me most of the time. Now - I’ve prayed, but she’s no better. | ||||
| ELSIE: | They’ll be here about three, they said. | ||||
| JOE: | All right, that’ll do. I shan’t bolt the door. (ALMOST TO HIMSELF) I - we hadn’t reckoned on her being the one. | ||||
| (REMINISCENT SIGNAL) | |||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Joe ? | ||||
| YOUNG JOE | Yes, love ? What ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I’d not like to be the first. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE | First what ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I - I’ve been thinking. About the baby, and all - I wouldn’t like to be the first to go. I wouldn’t like you to be left. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE | No. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | However would you manage ? | ||||
| YOUNG JOE | Nay, love you see a sight more widows than widowers. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Aye, I suppose so. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE | I’m glad of that. It’s selfish, I reckon, but I should be about as much use as toooth-ache trying to manage without you, love. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | (LAUGHS) I’d better take good care of myself, then. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE | Aye, just think on. (BEGIN SLOW FADE) I could manage without the baby, you know. | ||||
| (FADE OUT. CUT IN GEORGE’S VOICE) | |||||
| GEORGE: | Dad, would you like one of us to be here, this afternoon ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | George - ! | ||||
| GEORGE: | Elsie’s got the shop to look after, of course, but I could come, if you like. | ||||
| ELSIE: | You’ve got the books to do. | ||||
| JOE: | No thanks, George. It’s very kind of you. But I reckon I can manage a couple of doctors. | ||||
| GEORGE: | I can do the books any time. | ||||
| ELSIE: | You heard what Dad said. He doesn’t want anybody here. | ||||
| (SOUND OF ANNIE SINGING) | |||||
| GEORGE: | Hello, Mother’s awake. | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, allright. (GOING) You two go on in and say goodbye to her, and I’ll get on with her dinner. | ||||
| ELSIE: | George Hardwick, have you no sense ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Now what’s wrong ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | What did you suggest that for ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | What’s wrong with that, love ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | You know very well what’s wrong with that. Didn’t you listen to Doctor Milner this morning? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Well, you know, love, he did most of his talking to you. I was in and out, looking after the shop. | ||||
| ELSIE: | If she’s to go into that geriatric ward, she has to be certified first. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Aye, well I remember that, of course. | ||||
| ELSIE: | It’s the only place he can get her in, the doctor says. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Yes, but surely she doesn’t have to be certified, just because it’s the only place. | ||||
| ELSIE: | No, she doesn’t. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Well, then. | ||||
| ELSIE: | She has to be certified because she’s insane. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Nay, love - | ||||
| ELSIE: | (EXPLODING) Do you think I like the idea ? My own mother certified ? But there it is. | ||||
| GEORGE: | Whatever will folk say ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | Good God, is that all you can say ? That’s not what’s worrying me. | ||||
| GEORGE: | What, then ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | How Dad’s going to take it ? He’s dead set against her going into hospital at all. (ALMOST BREAKING DOWN) What’s he going to say when he knows that ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Aye, that’s a thought. Eigh up, he’s coming ! | ||||
| JOE: | (APPROACHING) Haven’t you two been to see Mother yet ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Elsie’s a bit upset, Dad. | ||||
| JOE: | We all are. But happen things ‘ll not look so bad when we hear what the doctors have to say. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Oh, Dad! | ||||
| JOE: | Come on, love, cheer up. You don’t want your Mother to see you upset, do you ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | All right, Dad. We’ll go and have a word with her (BEGIN FADE) and then we’ll get off home. | ||||
| (FADE OUT. CUT IN JOE’S VOICE) | |||||
| JOE: | Here you are, Annie love. Your dinner. | ||||
| ANNIE: | Why didn’t you tell me ? I could have got it. | ||||
| JOE: | It’s no trouble. | ||||
| ANNIE: | Anyway, our Elsie was here. Couldn’t she have given you a hand? | ||||
| JOE: | It’s not easy for her, love, with the shop and all. | ||||
| ANNIE: | No. (PAUSE) Joe ? | ||||
| JOE: | Yes, love. | ||||
| ANNIE: | Did you remember to get the wine for the sacrament ? | ||||
| JOE: | Did I what ? | ||||
| ANNIE: | (BEGINS TO SING HER HYMN AGAIN) | ||||
| JOE: | Annie, don’t go. | ||||
| ANNIE: | (STOPS SINGING)Ee, it’s a lovely hymn, is that. (PAUSE) Where’s our Arnold, then? Time he was back. | ||||
| JOE: | Eigh, Annie, it doesn’t last long, does it? Here, come on, I’d better feed you. | ||||
| ANNIE: | (SINGS ANOTHER SNATCH OF HYMN TUNE, AND STOPS AGAIN) What’s that, Mrs. Thompson ? Oh aye, he’s gone down to the Labour. To sign on. Aye. | ||||
| JOE: | (ALMOST TO HIMSELF) Labour ? Would that be Arnold or me, I wonder ? | ||||
| ANNIE: | Isn’t it about time you signed on ? | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, love, it’s pension books now, not signing on. (REMINISCENT SIGNAL) | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Annie ! | ||||
| (SOUND OF RUNNING WATER, DISTANT. SOUND STOPS SUDDENLY) | |||||
| Annie ! | |||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Come out of my way. I’m just going to swill the yard. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Now what have I done ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Nothing. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | What’s up, then ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Nothing. I’m swilling the yard when you get out of my road. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Now look here, Annie, I’m not daft. You look as if you’d lost a bob and found a tanner. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Aye, you might say that. (PAUSE) He’s been. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Been ? Who’s been ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | That man you were epecting. From the relief. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Relief ? (PAUSE) Oh. Oh, the means test. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Oh, you know. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Knew he’d been here ? No. I reckoned it’d be our turn before long. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Aye. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | When’s he coming back, then? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | He’s not. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Nay, love, don’t talk soft. He’ll not go away without what he came for. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | He didn’t. (PAUSE) I gave it him. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | You tolf him. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I manage the money here, I told him. I’ll tell you what you want to know. How much we’ve got in savings for a start. Nowt. And the same goes for any other income, I said. Nowt. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Nay, love. There’s the chapel. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Aye, I know. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | You didn’t forget ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | No, I didn’t tell him. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | What ! | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I didn’t tell him! | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | We can’t do that, Annie love. We have to declare all the income we have. And the money I get from being caretakeer at the chapel is income. We have to declare it. It’s the law. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | There’s law and law. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | It won’t do, Annie. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Now listen to me, Joe Earnshaw. You know me. This Means Test, as they call it, isn’t our idea. It’s something the clever men in London have wished on us. The ones with all the brass. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | That’s ture enough. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Do they declare what they’ve got ? Well do they ? No, and it’s a sight more than we shall ever see. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | May be. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | There’s no may be about it. When I see the likes of them having to spend all their savings and then declare everything they’ve got down to the piano in their front room I might do different. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | It’s no good. They’ll ask the chapel treasurer. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I’ve thought of that. Ernest Crpther’ll tell ‘em that you do the job voluntary. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | He never will. (PAUSE) What do you mean ? | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I know something about Ernest Crowther. Never mind what it is. It’s between him and me. But if it got to be known he wouldn’t be chapel treasurer any more, nor Sunday School superintendent, iether. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | I’m surprised at you. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Life’s full of surprises. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | It’s no good, Annie. I shall have to tell ‘em. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | You can’t. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | I’ve got to. You know that. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | I know nowt of the sort. There’s penalties for telling lies. You can get sent down the line for six months. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Aye, I know that. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Then you’ll know this as well. If you go and tell ‘em now about the money you get for being chapel caretaker, I shall catch it. Happen go to prison. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Nay, they wouldn’t do that, love. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | You’d better go and tell ‘em then, if you’re so sure. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Annie, love, this is wrong. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | Wrong ? There’s a lot of things wrong just now, if you ask me. It’s wrong that you can’t get work, no matter how you try. It’s wrong as I’ve to carry a bairn inside me and live on bread and marge, with a scrape of condensed milk for a treat, like. Wrong? Don’t talk to me about wrong. | ||||
| YOUNG JOE: | I wouldn’t want it on my conscience. | ||||
| YOUNG ANNIE: | It’s not on your conscience. It’s on mine. (BEGIN FADE) And I’ve more important things to worry about. | ||||
| (FADE OUT. CUT IN JOES VOICE) | |||||
| JOE: | (TO HIMSELF) Aye, that’d be 1933. Or ‘appen ’34. (ALOUD) Annie love, listen to me, will you ? | ||||
| ANNIE: | (BEGINS TO CROON HER HYMN TUNE AGAIN) | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, love, try to listen. It’s important. There’s doctors coming to see you this afternoon, do you hear ? (BEGIN FADE) I shall have to spruce you up a bit. | ||||
| (FADE OUT ON ANNIE’S HYMN TUNE. CUT IN TO KNOCKING ON OUTER DOOR) | |||||
| JOE: | Coming ! Just a minute ! | ||||
| (GO WITH HIM) | |||||
| (TO HIMSELF) Right on time. | |||||
| (DOOR OPENED) | |||||
| Come in, doctor ! Come in! | |||||
| DR MILNER: | Good afternoon, Mr. Earnshaw. | ||||
| JOE: | (GOING)Come this way, will you? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Mr. Earnshaw, this is Doctor Suddaby-Clark. | ||||
| JOE: | Oh aye. Pleased to meet you, doctor. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | (GOING)How do you do ? | ||||
| (WE GO WITH THEM) | |||||
| DR MILNER: | Doctor Suddaby-Clark is a consultant, Mr. Earnshaw. | ||||
| JOE: | Oh, I see. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | (COUGHS) | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | There are a few questions we would like to put to you first. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, there’s no call to worry me. I’m well enough. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | About your wife. | ||||
| JOE: | Oh. Oh, I see. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | May we sit down ? | ||||
| JOE: | Oh, I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking. Here have a chair, both of you. | ||||
| (SOUNDS OF BOTH MEN SITTING) | |||||
| Now, what is it ? | |||||
| DR MILNER: | You know, of course, that your daughter came to see me. (COUGHS) Mr. Earnshaw, has your wife any previous history of this trouble. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, she allus had a wonderful memory. She’d remember things - like things the kids said - long after I’d ever forgotten they ever said it. Word for word. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I always thought you just had the one. | ||||
| JOE: | No. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | But - | ||||
| JOE: | It was before your time, doctor. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | You have others. | ||||
| JOE: | We had a boy. (PAUSE) He died when he was three. Meningitis. | ||||
| (REMINISCENT SIGNAL) | |||||
| YOUNG JOE: | Annie love, don’t just sit like that. Say something (PAUSE) Annie, you wouldn’t wish him back. Not to suffer like that. (PAUSE) I know how you - Please, love, came and have a cup of tea. (PAUSE)What’s that you’ve got? What are you holding so tight? Let me see. (PAUSE)Oh his photo (BITTERLY) Aye, aye. That’s all we have now. A twopenny-ha’penny photo. | ||||
| (ANNIE BEGINS TO WEEP, AT FIRST SOFTLY, THEN GRADUALLY GIVING WAY TO THE INTENSITY OF HER GRIEF. JOES VOICE OVER) | |||||
| That’s better, my love. Let it come. Let it come. It’s better out than in. | |||||
| (HER SOBBING BECOMES MORE VIOLENT) | |||||
| God’s good. God’s good. | |||||
| (FADE OUT ON HER SOBS) | |||||
| JOE: | Aye, aye. I thought she’d go out of her mind. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Out of her mind ? | ||||
| JOE: | In a manner of speaking. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | So there is a suggestion of some previous history, Milner. | ||||
| JOE: | History ? I don’t - | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Doctor Suddaby-Clark was asking if your wife had suffered in the past from any sort of mental disturbance. | ||||
| JOE: | Mental - ? Annie - ? She wasn’t - anything like that. She was just - well, not herself. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | I see. | ||||
| JOE: | But she wasn’t - mad. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | It’s rather a question of definition. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Now this recent - illness. As I remember you called me late one night. About three weeks ago, wasn’t it? | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, A Tuesday night. | ||||
| (CUT. FADE IN SOUND OF JOE WAKING) | |||||
| Eh ? Wassat ? | |||||
| (INCOHERENT SOUNDS FROM ANNIE) | |||||
| What’s up, love ? | |||||
| (the sounds continue) | |||||
| I’ll put the light on. | |||||
| (SOUNDS OF JOE RISING AND MOVING ABOUT. CLICK OF SWITCH) | |||||
| Now then what is it ? Annie ! Annie love ! Whatever’s wrong ? | |||||
| (MORE MUMBLING SOUNDS) | |||||
| What is it, love ? Your face ! Oh my God ! Annie, love ! Annie ! | |||||
| (MORE MUMBLING) | |||||
| (GOING) Just a minute ! I’ll get Mrs Armitage from next door. | |||||
| (PAUSE, THEN SOUND OF BOLTS BEING DRAWN. DOOR OPENED. PAUSE. KNOCKING DISTANT) | |||||
| (DISTANT) Mrs Armitage ! Are you there ? | |||||
| (MORE KNOCKING) | |||||
| Mrs Armitage ! | |||||
| (SOUND OF BOLTS BEING DRAWN AND DOOR OPENING, DISTANT) | |||||
| MRS ARMITAGE: | (DISTANT) Oh, it’s Mr Earnshaw. Why, whatever’s wrong, love ? | ||||
| JOE: | Mrs Armitage, I’m sorry to get you up. It’s Annie. Would you stop with her for a few minutes while I get the doctor ? Thank you, love. Thank you. (BEGIN FADE) I’ll be as quick as I can. | ||||
| (FADE OUT. CUT IN VOICE OF SUDDABY-CLARK) | |||||
| DR S-CLARK: | What were the indications ? | ||||
| JOE: | Eh ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | What was it that made you call me ? | ||||
| JOE: | Well the side of her face had dropped, like. And she couldn’t talk. Not to be understood. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Ah, there was some motor disturbance. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Well, yes. Transient. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Any residual physical signs ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | No. none. At lest none externally. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Ah. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | There was some cardiac damage. | ||||
| JOE: | Is that all, doctor ? | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | All ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Mr Earnshaw is doing all the nursing at the moment. He’s anxious to take care of his wife. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | But I understood - | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Yes, that’s true. It can’t continue. Mrs Earnshaw needs professional care. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay - ! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | All the time. Mr Earnshaw, I’m sorry, but I’m afraid your wife’s condition is beyond treatment. | ||||
| JOE: | You mean - ? | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | I agree. Quite apart from the mental disorientation, there’s the heart condition. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | We must get her into hospital, Mr Earnshaw. I’m sure you see that. | ||||
| JOE: | (SIGHS) Aye, aye, I do. A few days in hospital’s what she needs. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | A few days - ? Milner, have you not explained to -? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | No, no, Mr Earnshaw. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | If Doctor Milner is right - | ||||
| DR MILNER: | What Doctor Suddaby-Clark is saying is that your wife will need care for the rest of her life. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay - ! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I’m sorry. I wish there was some way to put it more - gently. | ||||
| JOE: | What do you think I am ? | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Very well. Doctor Milner is of the opinion that your wife is certifiable. | ||||
| JOE: | Eh ? | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Insane. | ||||
| JOE: | No, no not that place ! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I’m sorry, Mr Earnshaw. Do sit down, please. We can make arrangements for your wife to be nursed in a geriatric unit. You understand ? But she couldn’t be admitted to the unit unless she had been certified. Not this unit. | ||||
| JOE: | Oh, God ! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I’m sorry. | ||||
| JOE: | You mean you’ve got to say that she is off her head before you can get her in there ? | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | That’s a distortion. Doctor Milner believes she is certifiable. | ||||
| JOE: | Doctor Milner - ! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I’m sorry. That’s why I asked Dr Suddaby-Clark to come today. | ||||
| JOE: | You mean - ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Yes, the opinion of two doctors is required. Doctor Suddaby-Clark is a highly qualiified psychiatrist. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Thank you. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, it’s not true. I - I won’t have it! I won’t have it, I tell you. Annie in that place? My Annie ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Things change, you know, Mr Earnshaw. Mental hospitals aren’t the frightening places they used to be. | ||||
| JOE: | And who’s going to convince Annie ? Even if she was herself ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | She does need care. | ||||
| JOE: | It’s not that. It’s - well, she has these spells. When she knows. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | There’s not the slightest doubt that these periods of lucidity will become less frequent. | ||||
| JOE: | But suppose, just suppose, she came to herself and found that she was in that place ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I think it’s most unlikely that she would be aware of it. | ||||
| JOE: | But can you be sure ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | No. I must be honest. I couldn’t be sure. | ||||
| JOE: | Then she’s not going in. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Mr Earnshaw - ! | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Milner, I think you should make it clear that this isn’t an academic question. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I understand Mr Earnshaw’s point of view. It’s a very natural reluctance. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Quite. But here we have a patient - | ||||
| JOE: | She’s not a patient. She’s my wife ! | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | It’s abundantly clear that constant attention is required. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Yes, I must agree. | ||||
| JOE: | You mean I’ve got to agree ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Mr Earnshaw, you must understand. Your wife had a seizure. A stroke, you know. | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, that was when her face was - | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Exactly, but that cleared up in a day pr two. | ||||
| JOE: | Well, then - ! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I’m sorry, Mr Earnshaw. It isn’t just that damage was done. The damage continues. There is only one way her condition can change now. | ||||
| JOE: | You mean she’ll get worse ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Yes. | ||||
| JOE: | (ALMOST TO HIMSELF) Nay, not that place. Not that place. (GOING) I’ll have to go to her. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | I suppose we had better see the patient now, Milner. | ||||
| JOE: | (DISTANT) Nay, give me a minute, will you? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I think it might be - | ||||
| JOE: | (DISTANT) I shan’t keep you long. (BEGIN FADE) Just give me a minute or two. | ||||
| (FADE OUT. CUT IN ANNIE’S VOICE) | |||||
| ANNIE: | It’s gone eight o’clock. It’s time our Arnold was back. | ||||
| JOE: | Annie ! Annie, love, listen ! Listen ! | ||||
| (ANNIE BEGINS TO CROON HER HYMN AGAIN) | |||||
| (Oh God help me, what am I to do with you ? Try and understand, Annie. There’s two doctors here. Doctor Milner - you know, Doctor Milner. And another one. They want to - (HIS TONE BECOMES MORE URGENT) What am I to do ? Let me think. Let me - I - I an’t just let ‘em - oh God, if only I’d time. Time to think. (PAUSE) Tablets. Tablets ! That’s it. Here, Annie love, I’m going to give you a couple of these things. Just so’s you’ll go off to sleep, you know. Give me a bit of time to think of something. | |||||
| ANNIE: | I don’t want anything. | ||||
| JOE: | Annie love, look what a pretty colour they are. You allus loved pretty bright colours, you know you did. That’s the ticket. Now have a drink of this water. Wash ‘em down. And try to get some sleep. (GOING) I’ll keep ‘em talking as long as I can. | ||||
| (WE GO WIT HIM) | |||||
| Doctor Milner, she’s asleep. Could we just give her a minute or two more ? She had a bad night last night. | |||||
| DR MILNER: | Well, we do have a few more details to get. For our records. Perhaps you could give Dr Suddaby - Clark the information he wants, and meanwhile I’ll be having a look at you. You’re looking a bit - tired you know) | ||||
| (CLICK OF FASTNER. CASE OPENED. RUSTLE OF PAPER) | |||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Now, your wife’s full name, please. (BEGIN FADE) Her maiden name, that is. | ||||
| (FADE OUT, AND BACK AGAIN TO MILNER’S VOICE) | |||||
| DR MILNER: | There you are, Mr Earnshaw. I don’t think there’s much need to worry about you. | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, I’ve allus kept in fair trim. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Have you got all you need, Doctor Suddaby-Clark ? | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Thank you. May we now see the patient ? | ||||
| JOE: | (GOING) I’ll just go and waken her up. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Really, Milner! Don’t you think - ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I’m sorry this is taking longer than we thought. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | It is, isn’t it? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Right. Shall we see Mrs Earnshaw then ? | ||||
| JOE: | (APPROACHING) Doctor Milner ! It’s Annie ! There’s something wrong! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Wrong? (GOING) Let’s have a look! | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Something wrong, you said ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Her breathing. It’s - queer. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Queer ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Would you come through? Not you, Mr Earnshaw, please! | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | (GOING) Excuse me. | ||||
| (KNOCKING THE OUTER DOOR) | |||||
| JOE: | Now what? Blasted bread-man, I suppose. What a time to pick! | ||||
| (KNOCKING REPEATED) | |||||
| (GOING)All right ! I’m coming ! Oh, it’s you Mrs Armitage ! | |||||
| MRS ARMITAGE | Can I come in, Mr Earnshaw ? How is she ? | ||||
| JOE: | She’s - well -well, would you do me a favour, love? | ||||
| MRS ARMITAGE | Would you get our Elsie? (ALMOST TO HIMSELF) Though what she’ll say when she knows -! | ||||
| MRS ARMITAGE | I thought there was something - when I saw the doctor’s car. But there, she’s in good hands, so you’ve no call to worry. They’re a deal of comfort sometimes, are doctors. | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, aye. Would you mind? | ||||
| MRS ARMITAGE | Oh aye, your Elsie. It’s no trouble at all, Mr Earnshaw. (GOING) You’ve only to ask, you know that. | ||||
| JOE: | (APPROACHING)Doctor Milner ! Is she alright ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I’m afraid not. | ||||
| JOE: | Whatever is it. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | I found this, Milner. Under her pillow. | ||||
| JOE: | It was on the bedside table. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | Empty? | ||||
| JOE: | No, no. I only fetched them this morning. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | What are they, Mr Earnshaw ? | ||||
| JOE: | Her sleeping tab - Oh God, she’s not taken them? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | We must get her to hospital. Do you have a telephone Mr Earnshaw ? | ||||
| JOE: | No, we haven’t. Elsie keeps on at me about it. She’ll be here any minute. I’ve sent for her. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | (GOING) Oh, good. | ||||
| JOE: | There’s a call-box just down the street. I’ll see if she’s coming. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | (CALLS)Would you ask them to send an ambulance at once, please? Use my name. And tell them its an emergency, please. | ||||
| JOE: | Right. (GOING) I’ll be as quick as I can. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | (DISTANT)Thank you. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | You won’t be needing me, Milner ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | (APPROACHING) I think not. (ALMOST TO HIMSELF) I’m not too happy about this. She’s only just taken them, but with a that heart - No, no, Doctor Suddaby-Clark. I can manage her. I’ll be in touch, though. | ||||
| DR S-CLARK: | (GOING) I’ll hear from you later, then. I’ll see myself out. | ||||
| (THE DOOR CLOSES AND FOR A MOMENT OR TWO THEN THE DOOR OPENS AGAIN) | |||||
| JOE: | (APPROACHING) Doctor Milner - ! | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I must attend to your wife, Mr Earnshaw. | ||||
| JOE: | (GOING WITH HIM) I’m sorry, Doctor. (QUIETLY) How is she? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | There’s notingmore I can do at the moment. Ecept keep an eye on her, of course. Fortunately we know what the tablets are, so we shan’t lose any time over that. | ||||
| JOE: | Will she be all right ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Oh, yes, yes. She’s only just taken them. | ||||
| JOE: | You’re sure ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | She has a very good chance. | ||||
| JOE: | She might have died ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Yes. | ||||
| JOE: | I’m not so sure it wouldn’t have been a blessing. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | That’s not a view a doctor can take. | ||||
| JOE: | No. (PAUSE) But tell me, what will you save her for ? | ||||
| DR MILNER: | There’s no answer to that. But I believe in my place you would do the same. | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, aye. This business of duty. It only seems to make sense in the long run. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | Do you think your wife intended it ? | ||||
| JOE: | No. never. I’ve lived with her for over half a century. There’s a lot I don’t know about Annie yet, but I do know that. I might do it, perhaps. I don’t know. But not Annie. Not to leave me. Never. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | I see. | ||||
| JOE: | It was my fault. I shouldn’t have left ‘em where she could see ‘em. Not when they were such a pretty colour. I never thought. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | You mustn’t blame yourself. | ||||
| JOE: | I’m not doing that, really. I’m not blaming her, either. Annie’d never do that in her right mind. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | No. | ||||
| JOE: | She’ll not be held responsible, then. | ||||
| DR MILNER: | There’s no question of legal proceedings. | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, doctor, I wasn’t thinking of courts below. | ||||
| (DISTANT SOUND OF AMBULANCE SIREN DRAWING NEARER) | |||||
| DR MILNER: | Would you show them the way in, Mr Earnshaw? (BEGIN FADE) Ask them to bring the stretcher through. | ||||
| (FADE OUT. CUT IN SOUND OF KEY IN DOOR, DISTANT DOOR OPENS) | |||||
| ELSIE: | (DISTANT) Dad? Are you there ? | ||||
| JOE: | I’m in here ! | ||||
| ELSIE: | (APPROACHING) Oh Dad ! She’s gone. | ||||
| JOE: | In a manner of speaking. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Dad, what is it? | ||||
| JOE: | The doctor said not to go with her. | ||||
| ELSIE: | You couldn’t have done anything. Anyway George has gone straight there - in case you’d gone in the ambulance and needed a lift home. | ||||
| JOE: | We’ve got to telephone at six o’clock. | ||||
| ELSIE: | She’s going to live ? | ||||
| JOE: | Aye. Seems there’s not much doubt about that. She’ll live. | ||||
| ELSIE: | How can they be sure? | ||||
| JOE: | They can’t. But she’d only had the tablets a few minutes. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Why in God’s name couldn’t they let her alone ? | ||||
| JOE: | Nay, love - ! | ||||
| ELSIE: | Well, what is there to look forwards to ? She hardly knows us now. Going to see her in that place - where’s the comfort in that ? | ||||
| JOE: | I shall go, all the same. Perhaps just holding her hand - | ||||
| ELSIE: | She won’t know us, Dad! | ||||
| JOE: | How do you know that ? It’s like saying you know what’s going on in a child’s head. There’s a sight more things we don’t know than we know. How do you know there’ll be no comfort in it? (QUIETLY) For one of us, any road. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Well - it stands to reason. | ||||
| JOE: | Eigh, lass, if we did everything by reason, we’d never cross the street. (PAUSE) I shal go and sit with her. You never know. | ||||
| ELSIE: | It’s so - unfair ! | ||||
| JOE: | That’ll do ! | ||||
| ELSIE: | Well - ! | ||||
| JOE: | That’ll do, I said. Lots of folk have things like this happen to ‘em. Lots of folk. Men like me. Only I’m different from most, I reckon. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Different ? | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, different. I’ve had more than fifty years of - well there’s no words for it. Do you think I’ll sit and curse in my hour of trial? No, by God, I’ll not be ungrateful! There’s others have to suffer what I’m called to suffer without that fifty years. I reckon I can manage a few years of this - of this (BEGINNNING TO BREAK DOWN) just so long as it’s not too long. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Oh, Dad, Dad! | ||||
| JOE: | But if you want the truth, I’d sooner they’d been taking her to the cemetery. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Dad, don’t ! | ||||
| JOE: | I’ve only one wish. I never thought to ask it, but - just to outlive her. To see her safe in the ground and free of - of this. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Dad, you’re worn out. Go and lie down for a while, and I’ll bring you a cup of tea. | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, happen you’re right. (GOING) I’m nobbut poor company, I reckon. | ||||
| ELSIE: | I’ll just put the kettle on. | ||||
| (KNOCK ON OUTER DOOR, DISTANT) | |||||
| JOE: | Who’s that ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | I’ll see to it, Dad. (GOING) You get some rest. | ||||
| (SOUND OF DOOR OPENING, DISTANT) | |||||
| (SOTTO VOICE) Did you see anybody at the hospital ? | |||||
| GEORGE: | Aye, I did, love. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Well ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | It’s - well, I - | ||||
| ELSIE: | How is she ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | It’s not - | ||||
| ELSIE: | George Hardwick, what’s wrong with you ? Can’t you open your mouth ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | It’s bad news, love. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Bad - ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Aye. Your mother’s gone. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Gone ? | ||||
| GEORGE: | It was her heart, it seems. They couldn’t save her. | ||||
| ELSIE: | Oh, thank God, thank God ! | ||||
| GEORGE: | Dr Milner said she died without coming round, like. | ||||
| JOE: | (APPROACHING)I thought I heard George’s voice. Oh, it is you, George. How is she? | ||||
| GEORGE: | I’ve got to take you to the hospital. | ||||
| JOE: | Oh, aye? | ||||
| GEORGE: | Dr Milner’s still there. | ||||
| JOE: | He wants to see me, does he ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | She’s dead. | ||||
| JOE: | Dead ? | ||||
| ELSIE: | She never came round. | ||||
| GEORGE: | I’m sorry, Dad. | ||||
| JOE: | Aye, lad, I know. The time’ll come when I’m sorry, I reckon. When I wonder how I’ll manage to - to live without her. But just now, you understand, I - I can’t feel grief. I ought to, I suppose, but I can’t. I’m too - too full of thanksgiving. God’s good. God’s good. | ||||
| (THE SOUND OF ANNIE’S VOICE SINGING THE FINAL VERSE OF ‘THE SANDS OF TIME ARE SINKING’ BEGINS VERY SOFTLY. AS HER VOICE GAINS IN VOLUMN SHE IS JOINED BY THE CHOIR, ALSO BEGINNING SOFTLY. THE SINGING RISES TO A PEAK, AND ENDS WITH THE ‘AMEN’) | |||||